Thursday, 31 January 2013

A Dial - Up Method




 Life is what happens when you have a dial-up method:

A Dial - Up Method
A not so funny thing happened to me on my way to my trip abroad plan. I was diagnosed with cervical cancer at an early stage.
In the space of a few days, my life radically new concentration. So now, instead of obtaining visas and packing for Jordan and Nigeria, I do medical tests and preparation for surgery.
I also learned a lot about myself, my family and friends.
Most importantly, I learned that the defensive reaction of my body devastating news so ill that I can eat, read, and sleep will do. So I spent the holidays. Fortunately, cancer of the cervix Christmas tree beautiful and my cats were happy to keep my lap to read when I sit in my chair.
Secondly, as we take steps to my trip, absence from work are planning to cancel creating a backup strategy if my recovery is taking longer than expected, I realize that I run automatically on the pilot. My feelings should be packed with my passport. Cancer is a reality, the operation is a must, and everything else seems to fade in importance.
Third, I am sure to keep breathing. This seems strange, I know. However, a new friend, he is still alive and on the priority healing. Oh, and eat lots of green leafy vegetables. I'm in two of these three requirements in order.
My family was wonderful. Three brothers and one sister-in-law proposed to be with me in front of their busy lives. My mother asked what they can do, because it moves. My cousin’s ​​love sent and light keeps me in your prayers. My daughter through the maze of the University of Wisconsin Hospital tested, take me all the tests and appointments. My son has the comfort of his arms.
My friends have also met, sends best wishes and offers of help. Even people who have just started to learn to work and know who offered to take me for an appointment or to sit and chat over a cup of coffee.
There is also a strong virtual community and support Hystersisters shares valuable advice on personal experience. As a result, I know what to expect, and how you plan where to go when you need answers or moral support. Because it is a worldwide organization of women lovers awake and available at the touch a keyboard at any time of day or night.
I feel very happy. Technological advances may make this minimally invasive surgery possible. I have a very friendly and experienced doctor and medical equipment. I know I'm in good hands.
At this point, you may feel more alone, but I curled up in the warmth of loving wisdom and care.
I do not know what in store for me. I do not know why this condition happens now. I'm not sure what I should learn from them. Maybe the spirit is incredibly strong and resilient? The love and tenderness that surrounds us? Life is not lonely now has never been really, and never alone.
When we teach all the angels, to learn to be human, human. An MRI on Friday 13 shows the extent of cancer. Fortunately, we started even before it has had time to spread. Despite the results of the MRI, surgery is two weeks later, on 26 February. My children and my brother will be running with me and my family and friends.
I said that, if all goes well, the surgery can be performed by a robot, and I'll be able to go home the next day. And if the cancer is localized, surgery is all that I need.
It is my hope and prayer. Now let go and allow God.